December 20

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by Winterfresh (This is who I am, an what I am about. If you don't like it, too damn bad!!!) on Monday, 18-Dec-2006 12:44:28

December 20, 2004
Not a date I hold dear in my memory
Not a date I like to recall
If I hadn't been so naive
I wouldn't be in this mess at all

I was in love
I admit itt
Not abright thing to be
Especially with someone like u
As soon as I saw ur true colors show
I knew what I was getting myself into
I began to ignore
everything and everyone
if they didn't evolve around us
My grades began dropping
My friendships decreasingPeople were losing my trust
As soon as my dad
found out what u were
He tried to keep us apart
Little did he know
We were still talking
I kept u close to my heart
One day, U called me
very upset
and said u had had enough
I began to threaten suicide
cause I wasn't ready to give u up
I got caught in a message
I talked it over
and decided to let them win
Now that I think about it
I never should have let u in

Post 2 by Winterfresh (This is who I am, an what I am about. If you don't like it, too damn bad!!!) on Monday, 18-Dec-2006 12:46:50

That was for my x Josh. I experienced the darkside of rebelliousness at a very early age of thirteen.

Post 3 by chelslicious (like it or not, I'm gonna say what I mean. all the time.) on Monday, 18-Dec-2006 18:58:05

awwwww, wow...amazing girl...

Post 4 by Goblin (I have proven to myself and the world that I need mental help) on Wednesday, 20-Dec-2006 8:40:53

Brilliant!

Post 5 by PorkInCider (Wind assisted.) on Saturday, 04-Aug-2007 2:05:48

Sam, it's so open, so expressive of what you did, admitting things so many never do. Good for you, I love it.

Post 6 by Winterfresh (This is who I am, an what I am about. If you don't like it, too damn bad!!!) on Saturday, 04-Aug-2007 2:18:26

Haven't seen this one in ages. Thanks, Kev.

Post 7 by bozmagic (The rottie's your best friend if you want him/her to be, lol.) on Saturday, 04-Aug-2007 7:39:34

Oo dear! !I know at least two people who's Birthdays're on December 20th, lollollol.

Jen.

Post 8 by Winterfresh (This is who I am, an what I am about. If you don't like it, too damn bad!!!) on Saturday, 07-Mar-2009 3:55:14

Funny thing is, my mom and stepdad met on December 20 three years previous. Lololololol. I've started this little tradition that I read this poem qloud to myself every year on December 20 just to remind me of what went very wrong and to thank God that nothing ever has or will come of it.